Game On

Many of you already know but I got the good news on wenesday that my last petscan showed no sign of tumors. What this means is that the chemotherapy did it's job and shrunk the tumors even better than we hoped. It doesnt mean that they are gone entirely and that's why radiation will be the net step in my road to recovery. Starting September 29th I begin 15 days of radiation Mon-Fri for 3 weeks. It isn't as painful or dibilitating as chemo but does come with some danger and side effects. Seems 2 of the tumors have surrounded my esophogus (wind pipe) so radiation will be directed to this area as well as my neck and chest. The radiologist says it will do some damage and I may not be able to eat after awhile. It could mean being fed through an I.V. down the road but I made it quite clear to him that a feeding tube would cause him harm and result in his eventual demise hence I believe the Doc and me have come to a mutual agreement on that issue. Otherwise it will just mean being very tired and more weight loss and that's ok because it will make me better. Looks like i'll be able to enjoy the holidays this year and should be good as new by February or March next year. Hopefully the words "play ball" will echo in my ear come spring 2009. Something to look forward to for sure.

Thank you needs to be sent to so many I don't know where to begin. Support has come from so many people and so many places. Prayers have rung about and Churches have done masses and I'm so thankful. I've heard from those nearby and far away, friends from my present and past. Everyone has stepped up with encouragement and support an you'll never know what a difference it makes on a daily basis. I got to tell the nurses I was in remission and I looked around at the chemo patients who were listening and they had a look of relief on their faces that said good for you my friend, good for you. That meant alot to me. We form a quiet bond as patients and quietly root for each other because we know of each others pain. I will be rooting for all of them and wish them he same success I've had thus far.

I'm hopeful to make Califonia the week of October 23-26 although it may be dicey if I can't eat or swallow. Just one more challenge I guess. Please know that I've stayed strong and haven't wavered in my faith or my beliefs. You guys keep me focused towards my goal of beating this thing and I'm well on our way.

Thank You, Thank You, Thank You